I just heard someone else's voice telling me not to eat; usually it's my own voice telling myself, but this voice used "you" instead of my usual "I". I'm certain this is Ana, the persona of anorexia, since it's not me anymore. The best thing to do is not agree with her, I know, but I already feel fat and she just confirms that fact. I'm scared, I'm losing control to be in control. I've started exercising recently too, something I'd hardly ever do before. Even when I lack energy if I need to exercise I will, but it doesn't last long since I'm weak. My problem is finally a disorder and I don't even care.